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on our last night on earth you held my hand so tightly
it felt like every promise a boy ever kept to a girl. you
smiled down at me, lion-maned and strong-boned, hanging
constellations and broken guitar strings in my hair.
we talked until our voices were frayed at the edges, bodies
twining like rivers in the quiet of your bedroom. you made
me so beautiful i could hardly stand it, and so broken i
could hardly breathe.
the next morning you stumbled into wakefulness with a sigh,
arms tightening around me. you pressed your lips to my neck
and i felt the smallest of words escape: stay.
in that moment, i knew -
i knew that nothing would ever be more important
than the freckle on your lip, or the way my spine
arcs towards you like a sapling against its aching
roots. i knew i would never be lovelier, hair tangled
against the pillow, your paws on my ribcage.
i knew, dear God, i knew.
we spent our last day alive burning bacon and chocolate chip
pancakes, laughing until our sides hurt. when the end came it
found us standing in the middle of your street, not touching,
not speaking. you, my lion boy, voice pitched with broken glass,
you told me to be brave, and with a courage i did not know i had
i turned and walked away from you and
i did not look back.
it felt like every promise a boy ever kept to a girl. you
smiled down at me, lion-maned and strong-boned, hanging
constellations and broken guitar strings in my hair.
we talked until our voices were frayed at the edges, bodies
twining like rivers in the quiet of your bedroom. you made
me so beautiful i could hardly stand it, and so broken i
could hardly breathe.
the next morning you stumbled into wakefulness with a sigh,
arms tightening around me. you pressed your lips to my neck
and i felt the smallest of words escape: stay.
in that moment, i knew -
i knew that nothing would ever be more important
than the freckle on your lip, or the way my spine
arcs towards you like a sapling against its aching
roots. i knew i would never be lovelier, hair tangled
against the pillow, your paws on my ribcage.
i knew, dear God, i knew.
we spent our last day alive burning bacon and chocolate chip
pancakes, laughing until our sides hurt. when the end came it
found us standing in the middle of your street, not touching,
not speaking. you, my lion boy, voice pitched with broken glass,
you told me to be brave, and with a courage i did not know i had
i turned and walked away from you and
i did not look back.
Literature
in the box
is a brain, removed from shell
disconnected
from signal wires. still viable (?)
maybe.
blue teeth and instant grams
and gallons of conceit;
our granular portrait no longer flatters
unless dull spots and imperfections are rendered
out in the wash--
we mask and filter, ask and answer,
bask in banter
understanding no one ever even thinks
to change the thought they've already had.
old news, rotten
if revisited. inquisitive
minds have nothing better to do
but second guess assumptions,
better than first-blush conundrums
that don't fit the formula we've written
for how the world works;
it's absurd to think
this is where our
Literature
mother
mother with whistle, button and mace
drops her weapons to the hospital floor
and screams.
father rejoices - a princess! i'll teach her
everything.
mother still screams.
father, laughing - i pity the boy who asks for her hand.
mother holds baby and shrieks.
father's skin crawls - why aren't you happy?
mother screams. mother howls. mother, inconsolable
(everyone dies but girls are always
born dead)
Literature
love your mistakes
I've fumbled around with hearts before,
and let them fall. Cracked fingernails, walked into
doorframes, bumped into people and hesitated too long
to open my mouth. Moments passed me by, often.
Occasionally, I was brave, and fell hard on my nose.
Was bleeding and embarrassed for the pain;
and the proof of it, the blood.
Said "sorry, but," or didn't say sorry at all, ate my feelings
or starved myself for them, carried my guilt around with me
until it made me sick and lose my appetite,
drowned my hand soap in the toilet,
didn't stretch after exercise and was sore for days,
kept my distance to those reaching out to me.
Pushed my pain asid
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This is absolutely gorgeous. ;w;